10.18.2009

gaaaaaaaaaah

GOSH!!!!
I ALREADY FORGOT MY PASSWORD AND IT MAKE ME SICK!
HOW COME, MY BRAIN??!!

10.02.2009

my beloved hometown

it's Thursday evening. my mom turn on the tv and it set to one channel. it's a news channel. as we all know, there was an earthquake at Padang, West Sumatra. it's about 7,6 SR and it must be a pretty big earthquake. many buildings are razed to the ground and of course many lives lost because of it. horrible

seen a news anchor was talking to a mother, the mother of a child whose body was trapped in the rubble of the building when he was doing tutoring. rescuers dig ruins all day hoping to find the bodies still breathing, but only 1 /3 of the victims they were able to find. and most of them was not breathing. and the mother, she was still crying as he remembered his last meeting with her 12 years old daughter. incessantly she said that her daughter was a very good reply. with tears and puffy face, she said that she sincerely for the loss of her daughter, although it was very painful.

the strains of folk songs of West Sumatra, the mother's voice quivered, screen shot of the collapsed of buildings razed to the ground
with dead bodies on it.

this brain is thinking, hearts were touched. why this should happen again? why should that bad? why should in my hometown? obviously out there are still plenty of land more suitable for You to wrecked. why here? it is enough for us to lost our treasure and our beloved family.

crossed my mind that I was that mother and child were buried was my mo
ther. i think I'll never be ready to face the fact that I have lost my mother in that way.

but this are His scenario. we're all nothing. life isn't yours, or his, or theirs, even mine. it's all belongs to God.
in God's hand, we're all just a
lil dust. it can be fly and disappear easily. although we're close to Him, we may not always get what are we design for our scenario. but at least what the Lord has given us simply because He loves us. God is the one who knows what best for His people. so what would you do after this?